Being at the front end of a church start is brand new territory for me. I used to hear church planters tell their stories and inwardly say "Good for you...but that's not for me." The myriad of detail is enough to make a grown make cry. Part is exhilarating. Part is frustrating. Part is faith building. And for all of it...I am SO profoundly thankful!
I was one of those who had concluded second chances, acts of grace, restoration by God were meant for others--not for me. I had concluded that I had gone too far; or, had certainly stayed too long away. I had concluded that I was too far for God's reach and touch. And I was wrong.
So, even when I am mired in the detail, like an old truck, slogging forward on a country, rain-soaked road, up to the axle in mud...I am still thankful. And today was one of those forward momentum days.
I see God at work, as a He helps us find a worship leader, as He builds new friendships between ministry partners, as He directs us to the very place He wants our church to meet. I see Him work in the hearts of our little Tuesday night Bible study. I see Him work in my character, in my faith, in my perspective, in my strength.
For a guy that had once been/felt so far away...I feel my Lord's closeness today.
And I have to tell you: It's sweet!
